and now i feel i am not me. i would like to spend the rest of my day with someone.
someone to talk to, to tease, to care and etc.
the feeling you cannot avoid...
and it is always there... :'(
i want to cry...
but i am strong enough to hold the tears...
i am sad.... sad of everything..
i have no idea... and what to do...
not sure whether what i am doing now is what i want??
i was left penniless
no motivation....
hope a better life in the future...
