This is the part of me....

Welcome to my blog.... This is where I share to you of what I think, what I feel, what I dream and what I want you to know about me....

Friday 31 August 2012

My Wazza

orang buat spekulasi yang macam-macam tentang wazza, aku serius tak suka. dia hero sepanjang zaman. kalau dia cedera pun memang dah bukan rezeki dia. jangan sesekali cakap dia tak mampu. dia la yang paling aku kagumi.

ada pun welbeck, chicharito, RvP, tak mungkin setanding dengan dia.

aku rasa tersentuh kenapa cakap yang buruk-buruk tentang dia...

semua orang tak perfect kan..

dan aku rasa dia cedera ada hikmahnya...

dia akan kembali lebih berbisa dari sebelumnya...

so, jangan nak buat cerita yang bukan-bukan tentang Wazza saya~

impossible la SAF nak jual dia. dia antara yang terbaik kat MU..

masakan dia BODOH sangat nak jual senjata penting...

oh Wazza, please get well soon~

Friday 24 August 2012

Manchester United

to be honest, MU lawan Everton ritu, aku memang frust la... ada sampai nak give up tak nak tengok match.. aku sanggup bangun kol 3 tu nak tengok RvP main jer... yang pak alex turunkan dia minit ke 68 tu memang cari pasal la. bukan kata rooney tu tak cukup bagus, tapi takkan nak bagi dia main sorang. tambah lagi perangai nani main macam tak cukup makan. selalunya dia main sungguh-sungguh. pesal plak dia tak leh main elok-elok malam tu.

memang buat aku berang la. tapi kan, bila fikir balik, pak alex nak bagi semua orang tengok player dia yang baru. apa-apa pun aku bangga dengan kagawa sebab dia main bagus. aku rasa tak rugi beli kagawa. just persembahan MU kali ni kureng sikit. sememangnya, banyak yang terjadi kat kelab ni. masalah kewangan, sibuk pula nak beli player baru, ada juga player nak keluar dari MU.

aku tabah jer dengan MU, sebab aku sayang team aku nih. siapa yang tak sayang team sendiri. aku tak nak cakap banyak... hati ni sebak... sebak sangat, harap MU menang lawan Fulham nanti. aku tak pernah putus asa dengan MU. pasal MU, aku kena tohmahan, tapi aku sabar jer. aku budak baik. sebab aku PERCAYA, FAITH.... hahaha... tenangkan hati dengan ketawa... hahahahahaha...

glory glory man united... jangan berani hampakan aku... nanti aku frust menonggeng lagi... tapi aku tabah.. tak mudah menyerah....

Saturday 11 August 2012

Cita-cita...

SPORTS!!

Olimpik!! tengok minah semua tu main football macam bes jer. dulu impian nak jadi football player tapi tersadai kat fakulti kejuruteraan... haha.. bes main bola. satu benda yang paling bes, sepak bola. hehe. passion orang main bola ni ntah. kalau tanya saya, for sure, KASUT!!! i love the boots!! macam-macam  style and warna. rasanya saya beli tu nanti bukan untuk main, rasanya simpan kat almari buat collection peribadi. 


ni kalau nak nikah nanti nak anak lelaki banyak. tak lah rasa rugi beli boots.  kalau boleh nak jersi legends. hei, football ni game 5 bintang! parents tak bagi saya jadi player ni. harapan saya sekarang hanya untuk generasi saya yang akan ada jadi world class footballer. football ni main 1 team. kalau lah saya ni footballer, i wish i was a DEFENDER for the team. kalau tak pun, MIDFIELDER... jeng jeng jeng... STRIKER???? oh no! not in my real world~


there are many things i want to do in my LIFE.. there is some cases you can't solved, there is a DREAM that you can't make into REALITY, there is a MAN that you have to LET GO.


world is unfair. sometimes there is someone you see or meet suppose to be a DOCTOR but in the future he is only a TEACHER. talent and knowledge can or can't to be together? some says can some says can't. maybe i was not in the category, i don't find my talent in football even i love that sport very much..


i ever dream of this... one day, i am a Mathematics teacher in a big school. middle school. there is football team for boys and non for girls. i come out with one idea, to establish one team for girls football team.. well, if we have no girls football team in ASEAN game, contact me, I'll provide my girl football team which is well-trained by local coach. 


one thing you should know about your Malaysia. recently we won silver for men's badminton and bronze for women's 10m platform diving. i wish one day Malaysia can send football team for women's football. Malaysia's football is 157 in FIFA ranking. it is a long way to be at the top. we may take a hundred years from now. we manage to defend our AFF Suzuki champion title and i DREAM for more success from MALAYSIA. what worries Malaysia now is, who gonna replace our beloved Datuk Lee Chong Wei? we have a lot to expect from our Diving Queen to win a medal again in diving.... our football is just one step ahead to show themselves to the global. when we have that Nazmi Faiz, which his goal was among the best 10 goals in a week. that is good enough for Malaysians.


to see the locals in the eye of the worlds, i have a dream to be one of them. maybe i'm not going to contributes in sports but i may have another way to contributes for my country MALAYSIA.


POLITICS!!


i got politicians blood in my veins. i've dream become Malaysia's first women Prime Minister. hahahaha. it seems like that is impossible.. what about if it become REALITY one day??? what?! no way right? Malaysia will allow that?? i think the answer is not NO or YES but it is ''MIMPI SIANG KA?!"... apa salahnya saya jadi Perdana Menteri.. saya mahu lihat Malaysia berubah oo... satu benda yang pasti perubahan sekarang tak sama zaman Tun Dr. Mahathir. masa Tun letak jawatan dulu hati saya sayu oo... baru umur 9 tahun dah pandai nangis Tun letak jawatan... he is my IDOL... oo.. bila rakyat didahulukan rakyat makin banyak komplen.. ntah apa jadi dengan dunia ni.. tu saya rasa kalau boleh saya kena jadi YB dulu la... hahha... to be honest i don't have any knowledge about politics because i don't care. WHY SHOULD I CARE ABOUT YOU(POLITICS)?


as long as Prime Minister respect us and treat us as his responsibilities, you just say yes and thankful. if you feel he is overboard, leave Malaysia. i'll do the same if Malaysia is not what i want it to be... there is something you have to consider.. i am SARAWAK-ian, i have the power... POWER??? what does it means??? No Borneo No Malaysia~


you know why there is 1Malaysia?? we are the same la... PM want us to be together. why we can't??? some people getting involves in politics is just they want the POWER to rule, some are REALLY honest want MALAYSIA to CHANGE... but you decide who is the real... now, i can say NO to my ambition to be a politician... hahaha.... i have many things to do so i step a side from politics world..


whoever rule MALAYSIA, i am NEUTRAL... i am thankful because you take care of Malaysia. we as citizens of Malaysia, just hoping MALAYSIA is good, stable, peace, harmony and no discrimination.. no offend alright~


Monday 6 August 2012

LEGA!!!!!

sekarang saya dah boleh menarik nafas lega =) .... segalanya berakhir untuk sekarang.... tidak sia-sia parents saya balik Kuching semata-mata nak saya ambil driving lesen... bila tahu test hari ini, tidur memang tak pernah lena sebab butterfly in my stomach... bila hari dah tiba, test semua lulus, syukur kepada Tuhan... kawan nasihat, baca doa banyak-banyak.. kerana percaya kepada Tuhan, semuanya akan menjadi baik dan lancar...


awal dah konfiden, tetapi jangan konfiden sangat.. kawan cakap rilex jer.. cikgu cakap pun rilex jer, jangan nervous. tadi, budak perempuan giliran selepas saya, gagal test, kesian gak tengok. kereta dia masuk longkang. bila ingat balik, saya lupa tukar gear masa kat simpang tadi, nasib baik kaki ni dapat kawal... saya keluar laju.. bila fikir balik, lupa tukar gear rupanya. nasib baik tak langgar orang depan. sikit lagi cium belakang kereta... waduh3!!!!.. 


apa-apa pun, saya dah janji ngan kawan-kawan nak bawa dia orang jalan-jalan kalau dah dapat lesen. impian jadi kenyataan. raya ni saya dah janji nak pergi 'ngabang' raya. bila dapat lesen, ada advantage di situ.
lega!!!! betul-betul lega!!!! lega lah!!!!! =D

Sunday 5 August 2012

Dia permata hati...

adik saya yang lelaki tu manja, kuat makan, chubby.. paling sayang dia... sejujurnya, kalau ada budak-budak perempuan datang kat saya, saya jarang layan.. kalau budak-budak  lelaki approach, cubit pipi! saya memang suka budak lelaki berbanding budak perempuan... bila ada adik lelaki, saya memang syukur. kalau dia sakit dia mengadu kat saya, kalau parents marah dia, dia lari kat saya. kalau makan tu, selalu share-share ngan dia.


bila dia hantar saya balik kolej, dia mesti nak ikut. tak kesah la hantar saya balik, ambil saya balik rumah, jalan-jalan.. dia tak boleh jauh dari saya...  kalau saya tak ada depan mata dia, mesti dia cari.... dia panggil nama saya... saya tak nak jawab, biar dia cari... duduk pun tak nak jauh... saya syukur la dapat adik macam tu... nakal dia tak nakal macam budak lain... kadang-kadang rasa sayang kita kat someone, boleh buat kita tak kesah dia ni macam mana. selalu gak kena tegur ngan parents, jangan manjakan adik... tapi perkara tu orang nampak je saya manjakan dia, padahal kami just share semua benda... kiranya, agak rapat la... bukan manjakan.... saya layan adik saya tu baik, sebab dia seorang je adik lelaki saya, saya pun tahu dia sayang saya...


 kalau dah sayang sayanglah kan... bila jauh dari dia, hati ni memang rasa kosong, tak ada orang dengan bergurau... sedih gak kalau tinggal jauh-jauh dengan dia... sekarang umur dah 10, macam budak-budak je dia depan saya... budak-budak memang nak perhatian.. boring juga la kalau dia tak ada.. kalau buat kerja rumah, saya yang selalu ajar dia.... kadang-kadang tu dia cari saya tanya jawapan... saya ni malas nak ajar, bagi je jawapan.... kadang-kadang, kalau rajin saya ajar la.. bukan apa, takut ajar ajran sesat pula.. kan konsep pendidikan dah tukar... nanti saya ajar lain, tak sama dengan apa cikgu dia ajar....


apa-apa pun, saya hanya mampu mendoakan yang terbaik untuk dia.. semoga dia menjadi insan yang berguna suatu masa nanti... apa-apa benda dia ada, dia tak lokek nak kongsi dengan saya... dulu masa saya masih di SMSK, dia simpan syiling banyak-banyak, kemudian bagi saya.... "kak, rajin-rajin la telefon"....
terharu ada adik macam tu..


dia lah terbaik..... ^^