pppfffttttttt...

i've told my friend, i can't live without watching and enjoying any game of my favorite team....
and it is true..
when i missed any one exciting game, i feel miserable...

 i almost forgot yesterday is the day... i eat my McChicken and enjoying being lost in Kuching town.. we almost reach the Kuching port... hahahaha.. oohhh i bought a pair of shoes, RED in colour and it is AWESOME!

when i reached my college, i felt tired and the same time i force myself to switched on my lappy and watched MU match on live streaming... unfortunately, the wifi line in the room was SUCKSSS!!!. so, with the broken heart, i slept.....

today i watch the highlight and here we go..... astonishing game yesterday and i am not watching it!

and i start to feel regret.... and if i could turn back the time, i would like to have my A-Level and go to UK.. then, i will be so near to Old Trafford.....


ehhh... nope nope... i'll pursue my Master Degree in UK one day... please.. i pray so hard.. at least any where in England... my dream to go to MU stadium... and meet the players....

WAYNE ROONEY!!!! maybe i will not have the chance to meet Robin van Persie but as long as he is MU player, i promise to watch him play for MU...

it takes time... nobody can achieve their dreams in a short time... it needs a lot of efforts... so that what i am doing.... now, i must start the dream... to be a successful engineer and go to OT one day..... Amen~

This life is sucks!!!

problem everywhere?????

find solution, not run from it...

my life is not change that much this is because i was a Pre-U student...

only the way we study and schedule which makes so different with my previous life

i am glad to be in Unimas for the next 4 years, before this i was 'own' by Unimas for about less than 1 year...

to study at oversea.. errmmm... i plan maybe it is for master degree...

i'll choose UK, of course... so that easy for me to go to TOP 5 English Club stadium, and for sure one day i will go to Old Trafford.

one thing that bother me, people keep talking/asking/begging/ bla bla bla about LOVE...

to be honest, it is hard for me to fall in love and i am too choosy...

but i have crush on someone, but never last long, and how can it be to be fall in love???

my friend told me this words "when you fall in love, you are not in the real world, that sweet love song play in your mind every single minute, the wind blows you so hard but if feels so soft"

ooo i never had that feeling.. 100% not ready to fall in love.... i care most about family friends and my own future, i'll decide ---> just let God decide....

i am looking forward person.... i don't want to be left behind, so education is my priority right now.

i do have a lot of girlfriends and boyfriends. they are all nice and kind-hearted people, i love them (i wish they love me too...)

but, some guys you never know what is their intention became our friends, so don't judge a book by its cover...

actually i'd love if the guy like football as long as we are in the same team MU & FCB. i've met one, but ooo OMG, got no feelings meh... i dunno whether we are friend or just an alien who lives among the humans on the earth..

we've met many times but never talked to each other... that's all... okay bye... or, maybe we are too SHY.... whatever... it is okay la, i don't mind but i still owe his voices... hahaha.... okay, to be honest, i've heard his voice before but i forgot... so funny when it comes to boys..

i love boys because they are naughty and bad...but right now, i only love my grandpa, my father and my little brother....

i've told you life is suckssss!!! but still you don't want to die, because you still have something else to do before your last breath.... am i correct???

MAP seh, HIDUP sbg budak degree, cinta kpd MU

MAP memang perkara wajib.. dah biasa dah.. tapi MAP kali ini lebih bermakna, sebab banyak info yang kita tahu..

satu benda yang sampai sekarang aku tak leh nak lupa, aku tapau lauk dan nasi yang mak masak 2/09.. tapi aku tak sempat nak makan pun dan terpaksa buang.... sedih! mak yang masak kot... malam tu balik lewat mana tak... memang makanan tu dah tak bagus...

satu lagi terlepas perlawanan MU. main cantik kot. RvP score 3 gol....
mana nak cari...?? berita buruknya Phil Jones cedera.... direhatkan untuk masa yang lama...

aku dapat kolej sakura, yang wifi nya sangat la laju... but it is a girl college.. pelik je aku rasa ngn perempuan.... tapi ada byk kebaikan dengan perempuan jgak.. yang bes nya kolej dekat fakulti...

ni dedikasi untuk Putera Kacak..
kamek temu kitak tewk aih~
p kamek sik berani ngga kitak aih~
kamek malu aih!
*cibai! datang ctok belajar bukan nak menangkap 'ikan'*

My Wazza

orang buat spekulasi yang macam-macam tentang wazza, aku serius tak suka. dia hero sepanjang zaman. kalau dia cedera pun memang dah bukan rezeki dia. jangan sesekali cakap dia tak mampu. dia la yang paling aku kagumi.

ada pun welbeck, chicharito, RvP, tak mungkin setanding dengan dia.

aku rasa tersentuh kenapa cakap yang buruk-buruk tentang dia...

semua orang tak perfect kan..

dan aku rasa dia cedera ada hikmahnya...

dia akan kembali lebih berbisa dari sebelumnya...

so, jangan nak buat cerita yang bukan-bukan tentang Wazza saya~

impossible la SAF nak jual dia. dia antara yang terbaik kat MU..

masakan dia BODOH sangat nak jual senjata penting...

oh Wazza, please get well soon~

Manchester United

to be honest, MU lawan Everton ritu, aku memang frust la... ada sampai nak give up tak nak tengok match.. aku sanggup bangun kol 3 tu nak tengok RvP main jer... yang pak alex turunkan dia minit ke 68 tu memang cari pasal la. bukan kata rooney tu tak cukup bagus, tapi takkan nak bagi dia main sorang. tambah lagi perangai nani main macam tak cukup makan. selalunya dia main sungguh-sungguh. pesal plak dia tak leh main elok-elok malam tu.

memang buat aku berang la. tapi kan, bila fikir balik, pak alex nak bagi semua orang tengok player dia yang baru. apa-apa pun aku bangga dengan kagawa sebab dia main bagus. aku rasa tak rugi beli kagawa. just persembahan MU kali ni kureng sikit. sememangnya, banyak yang terjadi kat kelab ni. masalah kewangan, sibuk pula nak beli player baru, ada juga player nak keluar dari MU.

aku tabah jer dengan MU, sebab aku sayang team aku nih. siapa yang tak sayang team sendiri. aku tak nak cakap banyak... hati ni sebak... sebak sangat, harap MU menang lawan Fulham nanti. aku tak pernah putus asa dengan MU. pasal MU, aku kena tohmahan, tapi aku sabar jer. aku budak baik. sebab aku PERCAYA, FAITH.... hahaha... tenangkan hati dengan ketawa... hahahahahaha...

glory glory man united... jangan berani hampakan aku... nanti aku frust menonggeng lagi... tapi aku tabah.. tak mudah menyerah....

Cita-cita...

SPORTS!!

Olimpik!! tengok minah semua tu main football macam bes jer. dulu impian nak jadi football player tapi tersadai kat fakulti kejuruteraan... haha.. bes main bola. satu benda yang paling bes, sepak bola. hehe. passion orang main bola ni ntah. kalau tanya saya, for sure, KASUT!!! i love the boots!! macam-macam  style and warna. rasanya saya beli tu nanti bukan untuk main, rasanya simpan kat almari buat collection peribadi. 

ni kalau nak nikah nanti nak anak lelaki banyak. tak lah rasa rugi beli boots.  kalau boleh nak jersi legends. hei, football ni game 5 bintang! parents tak bagi saya jadi player ni. harapan saya sekarang hanya untuk generasi saya yang akan ada jadi world class footballer. football ni main 1 team. kalau lah saya ni footballer, i wish i was a DEFENDER for the team. kalau tak pun, MIDFIELDER... jeng jeng jeng... STRIKER???? oh no! not in my real world~

there are many things i want to do in my LIFE.. there is some cases you can't solved, there is a DREAM that you can't make into REALITY, there is a MAN that you have to LET GO.

world is unfair. sometimes there is someone you see or meet suppose to be a DOCTOR but in the future he is only a TEACHER. talent and knowledge can or can't to be together? some says can some says can't. maybe i was not in the category, i don't find my talent in football even i love that sport very much..

i ever dream of this... one day, i am a Mathematics teacher in a big school. middle school. there is football team for boys and non for girls. i come out with one idea, to establish one team for girls football team.. well, if we have no girls football team in ASEAN game, contact me, I'll provide my girl football team which is well-trained by local coach. 

one thing you should know about your Malaysia. recently we won silver for men's badminton and bronze for women's 10m platform diving. i wish one day Malaysia can send football team for women's football. Malaysia's football is 157 in FIFA ranking. it is a long way to be at the top. we may take a hundred years from now. we manage to defend our AFF Suzuki champion title and i DREAM for more success from MALAYSIA. what worries Malaysia now is, who gonna replace our beloved Datuk Lee Chong Wei? we have a lot to expect from our Diving Queen to win a medal again in diving.... our football is just one step ahead to show themselves to the global. when we have that Nazmi Faiz, which his goal was among the best 10 goals in a week. that is good enough for Malaysians.

to see the locals in the eye of the worlds, i have a dream to be one of them. maybe i'm not going to contributes in sports but i may have another way to contributes for my country MALAYSIA.

POLITICS!!

i got politicians blood in my veins. i've dream become Malaysia's first women Prime Minister. hahahaha. it seems like that is impossible.. what about if it become REALITY one day??? what?! no way right? Malaysia will allow that?? i think the answer is not NO or YES but it is ''MIMPI SIANG KA?!"... apa salahnya saya jadi Perdana Menteri.. saya mahu lihat Malaysia berubah oo... satu benda yang pasti perubahan sekarang tak sama zaman Tun Dr. Mahathir. masa Tun letak jawatan dulu hati saya sayu oo... baru umur 9 tahun dah pandai nangis Tun letak jawatan... he is my IDOL... oo.. bila rakyat didahulukan rakyat makin banyak komplen.. ntah apa jadi dengan dunia ni.. tu saya rasa kalau boleh saya kena jadi YB dulu la... hahha... to be honest i don't have any knowledge about politics because i don't care. WHY SHOULD I CARE ABOUT YOU(POLITICS)?

as long as Prime Minister respect us and treat us as his responsibilities, you just say yes and thankful. if you feel he is overboard, leave Malaysia. i'll do the same if Malaysia is not what i want it to be... there is something you have to consider.. i am SARAWAK-ian, i have the power... POWER??? what does it means??? No Borneo No Malaysia~

you know why there is 1Malaysia?? we are the same la... PM want us to be together. why we can't??? some people getting involves in politics is just they want the POWER to rule, some are REALLY honest want MALAYSIA to CHANGE... but you decide who is the real... now, i can say NO to my ambition to be a politician... hahaha.... i have many things to do so i step a side from politics world..

whoever rule MALAYSIA, i am NEUTRAL... i am thankful because you take care of Malaysia. we as citizens of Malaysia, just hoping MALAYSIA is good, stable, peace, harmony and no discrimination.. no offend alright~

LEGA!!!!!

sekarang saya dah boleh menarik nafas lega =) .... segalanya berakhir untuk sekarang.... tidak sia-sia parents saya balik Kuching semata-mata nak saya ambil driving lesen... bila tahu test hari ini, tidur memang tak pernah lena sebab butterfly in my stomach... bila hari dah tiba, test semua lulus, syukur kepada Tuhan... kawan nasihat, baca doa banyak-banyak.. kerana percaya kepada Tuhan, semuanya akan menjadi baik dan lancar...


awal dah konfiden, tetapi jangan konfiden sangat.. kawan cakap rilex jer.. cikgu cakap pun rilex jer, jangan nervous. tadi, budak perempuan giliran selepas saya, gagal test, kesian gak tengok. kereta dia masuk longkang. bila ingat balik, saya lupa tukar gear masa kat simpang tadi, nasib baik kaki ni dapat kawal... saya keluar laju.. bila fikir balik, lupa tukar gear rupanya. nasib baik tak langgar orang depan. sikit lagi cium belakang kereta... waduh3!!!!.. 


apa-apa pun, saya dah janji ngan kawan-kawan nak bawa dia orang jalan-jalan kalau dah dapat lesen. impian jadi kenyataan. raya ni saya dah janji nak pergi 'ngabang' raya. bila dapat lesen, ada advantage di situ.
lega!!!! betul-betul lega!!!! lega lah!!!!! =D